there's been a "severe and unsafe" gas leak in our apartment for weeks
that we just found out about today
so we're getting the fuck out of here
it's heinously upsetting,
compounded by the discovery that i'm clinically depressed
i found out while i was at the doctor making sure i didn't have carbon monoxide poisoning,
how fucked up is that?
so now we've got the find a new place to live
assuming we'll still live together nothing is for sure right now but i'll know more soon.
i close my eyes and think that i have found me, but then i feel mortality surround me.
i want to sing another melody; so different from the one i always sing.
