my feelings are nothing but a curtain, hiding me from what i should know.

first day over.





jesus my feet hurt.




thankfully regina spektor heals all wounds.
charlotte sometimes may have played a part.


i know i haven't been posting as often lately,
that's because i've been making videos instead of writing.
i'm trying to strike a balance,
this is why i had so many problems with my journal follow through.


honestly i feel amazing being working in the city,
at such an amazing store;
i thought it would never happen
it's kind of a dream come true.


does that mean what i want is more important than what i know i need?

unfortunately i don't think so.