can't get my mind off of you.

1) i have my first "appointment to make-out" with someone, 

which is strange-exciting-weird-crazy-terrible-electrifying.

2) i love topman.

3) you knew that already, but i refuse to stop telling you about it or

4) showing what i buy each time.

5) did i mention i'm going back to SAN FRANCISCO 

(only for four days, BUT STILL)

6) i'm throwing in something i bought at forever21,

question: can purchases be practical and COMPLETELY ridiculous at the same time?

answer: in this instance, fuck yes they can.

p.s.

the reason i love those leggings is two fold.

a. just look at them

and b. wearing them (around my house) is like being naked, with less penis.

p.p.s.

don't worry jenny, 

that jacket is 100% polyurethane

p.p.p.s.

don't worry everyone else,

that's not as weird-awful as it sounds.

there's a soulmate for everyone

while going through some things i found my favorite socks.

to answer your completely justified question,

i bought two pair of argyle socks,

5 years ago at a hot topic,

 about 50 miles south of my current location,

the right yellow one now has a hole in it, 

but i liked them tremendous amounts,

so i wear the left yellow one,

and then the green right one as a stand in.

i know what you're thinking,

and yes, 

i do have an affliction to random things,

ridiculous objects and articles of clothing that no one would ever need.

exhibits a-j:

in no particular order

two of these items are from the women's section,

but i don't give a fuck, 

cause they're adorable.

but you'd know all this if you kept up with my wishlist,

located on my profile page...

p.s.

i tried changing a bunch of things on the blog,

(font, colors, layouts)

but i hated all the new stuff,

it's back to the way it was,

if you visited the blog between 2-6 yesterday

then you saw the difference,

and i'm sure you understand the decision.

i'm hot, you're cold, you go around, like you know.

but you have no idea.

you may have been to a pride lately, 

but san francisco pride is a BEAST!

never in my life have a seen more penis outlines.

never.

in.

my.

life.

p.s.

jennifer schmohe, i am deeply sorry i missed your call.

i would have loved nothing more than to spend time with the two of you.

also please listen to your voicemail, where i explain the situation.

f is for friends who do stuff together.

"idk, like i thought she'd be really cool
but then i found out she's bat-shit crazy.

Like, she looks like the kind of person
who sits in their room
& tapes shit to her face."

my friends are better than yours.


U is for you and me,

N is for anywhere and anytime at all, down here in the deep blue sea.


nuff said.

my feelings are nothing but a curtain, hiding me from what i should know.

first day over.





jesus my feet hurt.




thankfully regina spektor heals all wounds.
charlotte sometimes may have played a part.


i know i haven't been posting as often lately,
that's because i've been making videos instead of writing.
i'm trying to strike a balance,
this is why i had so many problems with my journal follow through.


honestly i feel amazing being working in the city,
at such an amazing store;
i thought it would never happen
it's kind of a dream come true.


does that mean what i want is more important than what i know i need?

unfortunately i don't think so.