i'm a creep, and i'm a weirdo.

i've always thought that new year's resolutions where mostly bullshit,

i figure, if you want something to change, 

then you shouldn't need some number on a calendar 

to get you to participate in your life.

so last year i made several life resolutions

any time over the past year i've thought of things i want to change,

i'll make a mental note to insure i take steps towards a resolution;

at the end of last month i made a few wardrobe resolutions.

1. BOLD color choices 

  a) color blocking

  b) make sure to cover "the primaries"

2. STRUCTURE

  a) fitted blazers

  b) trench coats

  c) A CAPE 

and 3. ACCESSORIES

  a) scarves

  b) rosaries (i have a strange if not unfounded obsession with catseye rosaries)

  c) bags

since making said resolutions;

i've purchased: 

a burgundy cardigan, 

six scarves (green, red, orange, purple, white, and yellow),

heather grey and mahogany blazers,

a white flat collar shawl cardigan,

a casual herringbone jacket,

and a black and white patterned vest.

oh and these...

they are seven pair for 5.50 and i LOVE them

there's a soulmate for everyone

while going through some things i found my favorite socks.

to answer your completely justified question,

i bought two pair of argyle socks,

5 years ago at a hot topic,

 about 50 miles south of my current location,

the right yellow one now has a hole in it, 

but i liked them tremendous amounts,

so i wear the left yellow one,

and then the green right one as a stand in.

i know what you're thinking,

and yes, 

i do have an affliction to random things,

ridiculous objects and articles of clothing that no one would ever need.

exhibits a-j:

in no particular order

two of these items are from the women's section,

but i don't give a fuck, 

cause they're adorable.

but you'd know all this if you kept up with my wishlist,

located on my profile page...

p.s.

i tried changing a bunch of things on the blog,

(font, colors, layouts)

but i hated all the new stuff,

it's back to the way it was,

if you visited the blog between 2-6 yesterday

then you saw the difference,

and i'm sure you understand the decision.

being a bitch is not why i got into music.

so i love the new 90210, 

or, as i'll be calling it, 902102

i'm addicted already, 

i'll vlog about it tomorrow probably.

i spent most, if not all of today, attempting to finish my room.

i know, what has it been like 5 months?

in dog years maybe.

in other news,

I FOUND MAH BOOTS

so i'll leave with a few pictures of me enjoying them,

in my new-kinda-almost-finished-room.

i scuffed my wall...

aaaaaand almost knocked over my computer taking the last one.

you're welcome.

oh what a night is tonight.

so tonight has been amazing.

today though i had my job orientation 

mentioned previously in yesterday's blog

and i had to watch ANOTHER video with detailed instructions on how to lift a box.

i swear to god 

if you don't know how to pick up a box by age 18 you deserve to throw your back out

i'm just saying.

then i came home and promptly fell asleep

because my parent's old age is rubbing off on me...

which means bowling as well as "the plan" is postponed till sometime later this week.

tonight though at like midnight i got brownies,

and the GQ with james franco on the cover!

which only has a FOUR PAGE spread, which is bullshit, because that thing is huge.

while i was out i picked up a frosty,

because it would be stupid not to.

and then i was a part of a basketball shorts/hot boys who play music party,

i'm still a part of it actually.

yay from fattie foods, hot boys, and massive amounts of clothes.

speaking of which

my laundry is FINALLY done aaaaand,

my closet is full,

and so are my big and small laundry baskets,

AND so is my rolling hamper.

and there's still a load of laundry on my bed.

p.s.

apparently my ex boyfriend works the night shift at walgreens. :I

oh what a day is today.

i'm fairly  damn certain i've written here since the 14th,

but for some reason there's no sign of that here.

and OF COURSE i don't remember what i wrote.

(my sleeping patterns have been all kinds of fucked up)

but basically,

my orientation is tomorrow morning/afternoon...

it's at noon thirty.

so i'll have more information about that,

and then i've got some plans for BOWLING.

i know i just went like three weeks ago.

OH i found my memory card adapter so i will be updating those posts with pictures and videos.

i'll link to them in the post i make tomorrow with orientation information.

but i'm still completely excited, 

because there's a mission that's in the planning stages.

which you'll know more about if it's a success,

and i'll pretend that i have no idea what you're talking about if it fails.

so basically this post is say that my other post is gone, 

and that the next post will be fantastic.

almost 100 times better than this one.

probably more.

p.s.

it's laundry day again,

and monica is AMAZING!

evidentiary support:

i long for something more.

so i'm sitting here;

watching ingrid michaelson videos on youtube,

and eating some very gay* sugar cookies.

and i'm thinking about my day...

have you ever wondered what would happen

if you painted something 

and then it decided it wasn't too keen on staying painted?

well...

that my friends is what it looks like,

 when two layers of primer

and two layers of paint,

hate crime you.

so now that i've wasted three days painting things;

leaving me unable to record a video.

i still have to come up with something else to do for a fresh look

furniture wise

for mah bedroom.

this should be fun/tedious...

now don't get me wrong;

i'm not totally broken up about it.

i love to paint, and have nothing to do until the 19th

my orientation for work.

so it was nice to have a distraction

from the sheer and utter boredom.

oh and we got a full refund on the klan paint.

so all is definitely not lost.

p.s.

i will most likely be putting up a video tomorrow...

i won't promise anything,

because that's entirely dependent on my neighbor.

the reason for this being that,

by some miracle,

her son has the same exact bed i do,

but in the "medium brown" variety,

(mine is the "birch veneer")

and they might be getting rid of it,

so i might buy that one from her.

(since we're friends with her, it'll cost about as much as more paint would)

if i don't post on the tube,

then i'll embed the ridiculous facebook video,

 (i made for natalie and caitlin) 

on here.

then i'll do a legit video once everything is sorted out. : ]

*i hate when i use words the way they're defined,

(like queer and gay)

and people jump all over me, 

because they're either too stupid or lazy 

to consider that i might not be using colloquialisms.

venting complete.