we need to talk...

how long should i wait before i let you go?

whose side should i take when both of us are wrong?

whose eyes will you look in, when love is in your heart?

whose voice will serenade you to help you fall asleep?

just know that i love you,

even still,

even now,

even though we fell apart;

and i hope you'll be okay.

i just gotta let it go.

so i'm newly addicted to priscilla ahn.

she's amazing like you have no idea.

also, for some reason she's renewed my obsession with adele adkins,

which doesn't really make any kind of sense, but i'll talk it.

i'm reading looking for alaska, well that and the elle for july with mary-kate.

i just made a video response to christianity in a nutshell by tyler oakley

i'm pretty happy with it,

we'll see how other people feel about it.

take back everything you ever said, you never meant a word of it

i'm taking a little hiatus from blogging for a little bit.

i got a call from tessa today.

she got out the dorms.

i found this very interesting as the head of housing told me that no one could leave.

well i'm sorry talmapais but this sucks.

i can no longer share a 700 square foot apartment with 7 other teenage boys,

i'm going to loose it very soon.

so i called the head of housing woman,

she fed me the same line about people not being able to leave

and i told her about tessa and she knew she was caught.

i can leave as soon as i want to,

which means i can leave as soon as i find a place to live.

i'm thinking about asking tessa if she wants to move in together

to save money and because i have a serious gay boy crush on her.

well she's calling me now, i'm going to help her move her stuff to her moms house in san francisco.

more to come.

we love until we die.

okay so i'm reading bulletin after bulletin on myspace

i seem to find myself doing more and more of this the longer i'm confined to these dorms

and i just read one of  the best quiz answers ever!

"28. What would you do if you found out you have an identical twin?

I'd be pretty pissed... I'm fucking old now, and i could have had someone to blame shit on."

this made my day.

i'm just beginning

because there is no cable in these god foresaken dorms

i just now was able to catch up on the hills...

and saw what's coming up next season....

and i'm unnecessarily excited.

this means that i just may be the gayest person on earth.

but that title comes with a sash and a gold plated penis that's as tall as i am!

do you have a 6 foot tall golden penis?

didn't think so.

someone ate my tostino's pizza rolls

heads will roll.

those things cost my an unholy amount of money 

at this apparently northern-california-specific grocery store call "Lucky"

and now two days after i buy the damn things i go to the fridge looking for some rolly pizza satisfaction and what do i find?

an ass load of ice and that's it!

heads will roll.