it felt just like home

mitchell is back,

his files have been transfered back to him

for the most part

and now i have some MAJOR video editing and filming to do.

p.s.

it needs to be monday...

like yesterday,

SERIOUSLY.

also, my clothes come next week,

expect a look book of sorts.

oops... i did it again

yeah...

love me hate me say what you want about me, 

but all of the boys and all of the girls,

are begging to if you seek amy.

that had nothing to do with the rest of the post,

but every time i think of britney,

that's what happens in my head.

SIX DAYS TO FOREVER21!!!

stand with my heart out

twenty dollars in my wallet

got know where to go but home

hear your voice closing around me

through the letters that you wrote,

wrote a song and called it patience

you're in every thought i hold

weighed beside a one way ticket

see if love's as strong as gold

stand with my heart out

cause i've always wondered

if you won't say no dear

when i call out your name to sing with me

walk along a crooked highway 

cause i don't have the strength i show

see you every night beside me

through your letters to my hope

but i sit here in my sorrow

will you wait until tomorrow?

when i call and say

i'm at your door

stand with my heart out

cause i've always wondered

then you won't say no dear

when i call out your name, you sing with me

her name is keirsten holine,

give her a listen.

http://www.myspace.com/kierstenholine

for the first time in a very long time,

i know, i'll be okay...

1) i'm newly re-obssesed with my soft toned girl singers,

it's kiersten and emily and laura and meiko all over the place!

2) today was basically the best day i've had since i moved back down here.

i got a job at forever21

(they're opening a new one in the mall so it's permanent!)

then when i was getting a duplicate social security card

(you have to have it for orientation)

it started to rain,

and if you know me and this town,

then you know how rare and fantastic that is.

my new card will be here in two weeks,

and my orientation is on the 2nd.

p.s.

that reminds me, 

since i'll be halfway down on the 2nd anyway,

i'm going to visit a boy from my past...

i don't want to jinx anything, 

but i will say it's not who any of you think it is.

more on that later.

need you by my side.

so eating soup out of a bread bowl 

after meeting one of your best friends in real life 

for the first time 

is an experience that you should really be able to keep for all time, 

but might not be able to because it is too cold for you to look cute.

tomorrow it will be 27 probably.

so there will be some picture taking happening.

also, shopping will be involved

p.s.

i know you say i'm assuming things,

something's going down that's the seems,

cause this isn't how you usually do,

when you're saying everything  to me times two,

why can't you just tell the truth,

if somebody's there then tell me who.

i'm in a love affair, without a love song.

i have an appointment for mitchell tomorrow,

i can't believe i've been without his lap warming embrace for over a week.

(or a sentiment that isn't totally creepy)

coat watch 01'09 starts monday,

you don't know how much i'm looking forward to this

(well you kind of do now)

a lot of people don't understand my relationship with clothing,

but of all the things you have no power over,

your clothing is something that is unwaveringly your own.

if you don't want to wear something,

you don't have to,

you can dress to match your mood,

the occasion, 

the season,

or (most often) the weather.

when things start to spin out of control,

i think it's important hold on to anything that's just yours.

even if it's small.

even if it only makes sense to you.

even if it's all you have.

it's yours.

p.s.

doubt is an amazing movie. end of story.

i sold my soul to jesus and since then i've had no fun.

the new year has gotten off to a rather positive start for the most part;

not to mention oozing laura marling.

on the 15th i go to chicago 

(and i've made appropriate wardrobe purchases for the occasion)

on the 16th i will officially no longer work at best buy

(maybe my soul will finally get time to recuperate 

from the slow steady crushing it's had to endure in the past months.)

who knows what comes next.

but i am hoping for something big in 2009;

even jesus would say i'm due for something good.

good riddance 2008.

p.s.

this is my first post of 2009

and my 100th post thus far.

why not celebrate it by looking back at the past year and change?

it's what i did.

oh and p.p.s

these are the things i bought for the trip;

(in case you were wondering)

they very well may be the best purchases i've made to date.

no your eyes are not playing tricks on you,

it is a purple cropped trench coat.

(and i have the only one in all of america)