hooray hooray i'm you're silver lining.

we wanted to give you a tour of our fantabulous 

victorian-on-the-inside apartment;

view it up bitches!

part one:

Online Videos by Veoh.com

and part two:

Online Videos by Veoh.com

but now i'm gold.

days will turn into to might night will turn into days, week, season, years.

i'm beyond excited,

so i didn't want to say anything until we knew more but me and tessa went to an open house on saturday

well we went to three, 

the only one worth mentioning was this adorable victorian-on-the-inside house

the whole upper level would belong to us and its' fantastic,

i'd stay in the parlor area with the walk-in closet 

something that has occupied my dreams for years

and there would still be two other bedroom left for tessa to use

since the parlor areas is quite larger than either of the other two rooms.

so this place is fantastic and we found out today that we're going to live there!

we go to sign the lease in just a bit and i'm more excited than i even thought possible.

suck on that california state university east bay dorms!

maybe you'll be the one that i like best.

this is all wrong.

he can't be my person.

if he's my person.

then i'd rather not have any person at all.

seriously.

when it rains on this side of town it touches everything.

it's raining

and i'm the happiest i've been in ages.

there's something heart breakingly wonderful about the rain hitting your face,

ingrid michaelson singing in your ears,

your favorite herringbone trench coat buttoned up just so,

and water in your shoes

that just makes everything else fade away....

so it's fairly simple to cut right through the mess, and to stab the muscle that makes us confess.

take back everything you ever said, you never meant a word of it

i'm taking a little hiatus from blogging for a little bit.

i got a call from tessa today.

she got out the dorms.

i found this very interesting as the head of housing told me that no one could leave.

well i'm sorry talmapais but this sucks.

i can no longer share a 700 square foot apartment with 7 other teenage boys,

i'm going to loose it very soon.

so i called the head of housing woman,

she fed me the same line about people not being able to leave

and i told her about tessa and she knew she was caught.

i can leave as soon as i want to,

which means i can leave as soon as i find a place to live.

i'm thinking about asking tessa if she wants to move in together

to save money and because i have a serious gay boy crush on her.

well she's calling me now, i'm going to help her move her stuff to her moms house in san francisco.

more to come.

we love until we die.

okay so i'm reading bulletin after bulletin on myspace

i seem to find myself doing more and more of this the longer i'm confined to these dorms

and i just read one of  the best quiz answers ever!

"28. What would you do if you found out you have an identical twin?

I'd be pretty pissed... I'm fucking old now, and i could have had someone to blame shit on."

this made my day.

i'm just beginning

because there is no cable in these god foresaken dorms

i just now was able to catch up on the hills...

and saw what's coming up next season....

and i'm unnecessarily excited.

this means that i just may be the gayest person on earth.

but that title comes with a sash and a gold plated penis that's as tall as i am!

do you have a 6 foot tall golden penis?

didn't think so.

someone ate my tostino's pizza rolls

heads will roll.

those things cost my an unholy amount of money 

at this apparently northern-california-specific grocery store call "Lucky"

and now two days after i buy the damn things i go to the fridge looking for some rolly pizza satisfaction and what do i find?

an ass load of ice and that's it!

heads will roll.

a lot more fag for a lot less money.

i decided to make a blog that i could actually be proud of,

here in my old age (i've been 18 for just about 2 hours now).

here's hoping i don't royally fuck it up.

ha.